Saturday, October 23, 2010

Tear 【眼泪】


真的能决解问题吗?哭过后,累了,睡一觉,真的是一切变回原点吗?
答案:【自己骗自己】。
我也不懂从什么时候开始,我用了哭的方法去消除压力与烦恼。也许一个人的时候,脑袋浮现很多很多的事情,逼得我快喘不过气了,再加上一些悲伤音乐的伴凑,很奇怪的眼泪就会控制不住的流下了。
一滴的眼泪代表【悲伤】,
一滴的眼泪代表【寂寞】,
一滴的眼泪代表【无助】,
一滴的眼泪代表【无奈】,
一滴的眼泪代表【失望】,
一滴的眼泪代表【没理由】,
原来我一直都在骗自己,以为自己很坚强,其实我只不过如此而已,心里是最脆弱的。外表掩饰得多坚强,当你撇开里面,原来心早已碎得无能再铺修了。有时候,空虚搞得我快神志不清了,那个才是真正的我?有谁真的懂自己呢?

Friday, October 8, 2010

New Formula


When you alone face the problem, may be you will feel panic and confusing. What way should go, like stay at T-junction go straight, turn left, turn right or turn the U turn. Human life like sit the roller coaster, up and down full of adventure and challenge. The process is fell sadness, happiness, worries, disappointed and hopeless. I am that person like alone, heart empty spaces. I also don’t know want to fill what thing inside my heart. Isn’t money, family, career, love etc? In my theory of life, I know that one formula, that is when nothing go through, than try turn the corner may be another hope at there side. Don’t always keeping stay in origin, try making the change, may be you will realize other good thing. Take a chance, make a change. So, I will try qiong qiong qiong, fight fight to achieve my dream. My dream, I am now coming forward to you.