Thursday, June 28, 2012

2012 年。。半年的过后。。。


2012 年。。半年的过后。。。

岁月流逝似无情。2012 年的半年就这样流走了。这一次的时间流走比瀑布还快,我都还来不及消化。今年,是我第二年在新加坡,感觉到这半年过的空空的,没意义。也许年龄增长的关系,做什么事情都有心无力的。救救我吧!我快失去人生的目标了。这样没意思的生活,不是做工,放工,睡觉。。平静的生活过的太久了,快忘了本来自己是为了什么来着的。一个人又爱想些有的没的,真的很要命。有时候,一想到放工回家不懂要干什么,感觉很恐怖。想自由,但又会失去目标。想金钱,但又会失去自由。告诉我,到底想怎样?????

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

单身..sinGle...Lady....


单身,没什么不好
只是少了一个特别的人关心。

单身,没什么不好
只是电话安静了一些些。

单身,没什么不好
只是突然觉得朋友特别重要。

单身,没什么不好
只是伤心时少了一个人安慰。

单身,其实真的没什么不好
至少不用担心他是属于谁的

不用怕他会给谁抢走。

爱情没什么大不了,没有爱情,

我也可以活得很精彩,很快乐,很自在。

我就是那么爱,一个人生活。


Monday, March 5, 2012

Zabo …女人。。。


有多少人认认真真的了解女人。到底女人恐怖吗?女人看似简单,其实她们比任何人来的复杂。有的女人爱慕虚荣,有的充满野心,有的是贤妻良母。其实,每个女人都渴望有个男人爱她们,呵护她们而已。有些女人说,不在乎自己男人劈腿,相信有一天他们始终会回到她们身边。女人真的太天真了,她们相信天长地久,还是曾经拥有?女人太在乎,而男人无情无义。女人每晚都盼望男人的归来,而男人每晚到处惹花惹草。女人付出青春,真心,但男人却糟蹋她们的心。我说女人啊,做个聪明的女人,值的爱才去爱,不值的他走,不要搞到连一点自尊都被他们夺走.女人们,明白吗?

Monday, February 27, 2012

对的人。。。


我爱上了戴爱玲的那首歌“对的人”。歌词很有意思。。“爱要耐心等待,仔细寻找感觉很重要我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到,对的人出现在眼角。”每个人都会遇到自己对的人吗?有些人在对的时间,遇到错的人。有些人在错的时间,遇到对的人。真的很可笑。上天就是那么爱做弄人。凡事有一好,没有二好,不是每样都是十全十美的。人生要有一点瑕疵,才能显示完美的重要性。那我的对的人,到底在哪里?我已经找遍了天涯海角,都没出现。有一点厌倦,想放弃了。无论如何,不管对的人,还是错的人。真心想爱,就会幸福。你们说对不对??

Thursday, February 23, 2012

我的天空。。。。为何是灰的,而不是蓝的??


最近太会胡思乱想了,是不是年龄接近中年的关系。不知不觉都25岁了,再过5年就是30岁。这个数目字,我有一点接受不了。那时候25岁的你,是怎样过的呢?有些好命的,我看都结婚有小孩了。给予那些还没男朋友的,我有一点好奇会不会像我这样说没关系,男人而已,有没有无所谓。这些都要靠缘份的,可遇不可求。如果遇上了,就去接受。但如果没遇上的,也没办法。一切都是天注定的。我嘴里每次说赚钱,事业比较重要,可是有多少人了解即使钱再多,感觉生活始终少了一点东西。也许那个就是“情”吧!以前读书的时候,多么渴望工作的生活,就是上班,下班,睡觉,无需烦恼。这种平静的生活过了太多,开始发觉真的很没有意思。是时候去寻找一些东西去充实自己。感觉到自己有点犯贱。路是自己选的,既然选择了,就往那方面走吧!!!

Monday, March 7, 2011

一个人的生活


我一直以来都很渴望一个人的生活。我喜欢一个走走,逛逛。现在我真的是一个人,在新加坡开始一个的生活,一个人搭MRT, Bus, 去上班。虽然会寂寞,但是我开始不怕【它】了。因为我已经与它成为好朋友了。我的目标只是赚钱,钱,钱。我是个现实的女人。眼里只有钱。除了钱,我还搞不懂自己要的是什么。我真努力寻找,希望它会出现。孤独万岁!!钱万岁!!哈哈。。。。

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

洋葱 ( OnioN)


洋葱】给人第一感觉就是辣和呛鼻。洋葱外表看似来很坚强,如果你用心剥开一层一层,就会发现里面不同的秘密。即使洋葱的味道多么的辣,可是一旦剥开,也是变成薄薄一片的洋葱圈。 洋葱可以让一个人流泪不止,也许是因为那个人心里充满了无数的伤痕。一旦心里的伤遇上了洋葱的辣,就会痛的无法形容。但是有些人对洋葱的辣,无动于衷,不流泪。是不是他们已经绝望了?变成无情无义,没感觉。一粒【洋葱】代表一个人的心里,那一层一层的【洋葱圈】就是代表【秘密】想要去了解一个人,就先要学会用心去剥开那辣得不行的洋葱圈,发掘内在的秘密。看像是一个简单的任务,但有谁能真正的做到呢?

Friday, November 12, 2010

LoVe Vs DrEam ----------8.17pm - 12/11/2010

很多女人将爱情视为生命中的另一半,而我的另一半,是我的梦想。
有人问我,没有爱情不会寂寞吗?
也许吧! 没有爱情是寂寞了一点。
可是有时候,当人有了爱情,却反而更孤单寂寞了。
所以,对我来说,爱情可遇不可求,我乐见【它】在,也不在乎【它】不在
【梦想】就不一样,梦想可追可求,只要自己肯努力向前冲,就算前方有多凹凸不平的阻碍,也不怕它逃掉。
追着【它】,注视【它】,【它】就不会消失。追逐的人或许会感觉辛苦和疲惫,但是心里至少不会寂寞,因为爱着另一半的感觉,真美妙。

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Tear 【眼泪】


真的能决解问题吗?哭过后,累了,睡一觉,真的是一切变回原点吗?
答案:【自己骗自己】。
我也不懂从什么时候开始,我用了哭的方法去消除压力与烦恼。也许一个人的时候,脑袋浮现很多很多的事情,逼得我快喘不过气了,再加上一些悲伤音乐的伴凑,很奇怪的眼泪就会控制不住的流下了。
一滴的眼泪代表【悲伤】,
一滴的眼泪代表【寂寞】,
一滴的眼泪代表【无助】,
一滴的眼泪代表【无奈】,
一滴的眼泪代表【失望】,
一滴的眼泪代表【没理由】,
原来我一直都在骗自己,以为自己很坚强,其实我只不过如此而已,心里是最脆弱的。外表掩饰得多坚强,当你撇开里面,原来心早已碎得无能再铺修了。有时候,空虚搞得我快神志不清了,那个才是真正的我?有谁真的懂自己呢?

Friday, October 8, 2010

New Formula


When you alone face the problem, may be you will feel panic and confusing. What way should go, like stay at T-junction go straight, turn left, turn right or turn the U turn. Human life like sit the roller coaster, up and down full of adventure and challenge. The process is fell sadness, happiness, worries, disappointed and hopeless. I am that person like alone, heart empty spaces. I also don’t know want to fill what thing inside my heart. Isn’t money, family, career, love etc? In my theory of life, I know that one formula, that is when nothing go through, than try turn the corner may be another hope at there side. Don’t always keeping stay in origin, try making the change, may be you will realize other good thing. Take a chance, make a change. So, I will try qiong qiong qiong, fight fight to achieve my dream. My dream, I am now coming forward to you.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

ButterflY 【蝴蝶】


蝴蝶】在每个人的心中都是娇艳,美丽和温和的。小小一只的蝴蝶,但它带来的魅力是无穷的。但是有没人想过,蝴蝶的美丽是短暂。蝴蝶虽然美丽,可是它的美只限于一天而已。灿烂但是短暂。爱情也一样像蝴蝶吗?甜蜜只是在短短的时间,久了就会开始腻,厌倦了就分开了,那有何苦呢?但是有人说蝴蝶也是经历一段艰苦的路程,破蛹而出学会飞,才能展现那娇艳与魅力。爱情也应该如此,经历一段苦练,才能磨出至死不渝的爱。那可是不简单的任务咯!我可能得不到这样爱,但我会祝福天下的情人,你们的爱像蝴蝶一样【娇艳】,【美丽】,飞得更高更远,珍惜彼此。【因为有人爱你是一件幸福的事】。Endless Love (^v^)

Monday, August 30, 2010

Awakening....【醒觉】

这几天,觉得自己怪怪的。我到底怎么了?也许心太空虚,找不到自己到底要的是什么东西。我的心里想的不是全部都是钱吗?我还在烦什么?难道我要像别的女生一样,去追求是爱情吗? 想被人保护吗?想有人去爱吗?我是这样的吗?我不懂不懂!!我真的累了,真的很累。很想找一个地方休息。可是,我又怕一旦休息,我会追不上别人的脚步。我不要每次在别人的后面, 我不喜欢看别人的背面。我要站比他们更高的,我要看的世界比他们更多的,更辽宽的。我喜欢 高高在上的感觉。我是时候,清醒了。勇敢去付出吧!!! 去寻找我想要的东西。

Friday, August 13, 2010

Sharing........

分享是温馨的一个形容词,就如分享快乐,分享痛苦。但是对我来说分享什么都不是。因为我不知道要与谁分享?工作上的压力和疲惫,我该向谁分享。原来是没有人。为什么我那么可悲呀!!也许是自己问题。因为我每一次都会告诉自己,不可以付出100%的心,至少保留20%给自己。这样才不会被伤到很深,20%是为了保护自己。每当我想找个人分享,打开手机的contact list,原来找不到一个人去分享。那时候才发觉,我是孤独的。我只想要一个而已,告诉我有那么难吗?当我遇到了瓶颈,想找个人说说话,有个肩膀让你靠一靠。当我哭了,有人会准备纸巾让我擦一擦。当我达到成功的那时刻,有人会站起来为你鼓掌。我真的很想拥有那样的知己。我有及格去拥有他们吗?可以吗?

Thursday, July 15, 2010

黑(black) + 白(white) = 灰(grey)


很多人都很喜爱看到彩虹,因为代表了雨后天晴。说明了一切不好的事情过了,美好的时刻的来临。彩虹虽美丽,但只是短暂。那灰色颜色呢?它是不属于在彩虹的世界,而是处在黑与白的之间。灰色即特别又特出。但是在灰色的空间里充满寂寞,孤单,绝望和无助。在那里的事情都是负面的。我是属于那一国的吗?

灰色的空间,
我可以隐蔽自己,因为我不够自信。
我可以躲在角落数着无数的寂寞,因为心结解不开。
我爱坐在电脑的前面,因为唯有“它”了解我。
我爱望着无边无际的天空,因为可以感觉到自由。
我不爱和别人说话,因为我怕秘密被发现。

人最可怕的是搞不懂自己的方向,一旦踏进了灰色地带,混淆了。傻傻的分不清楚到底该选择了那个方向?

Sunday, July 11, 2010

BeCausE U LoVe mE

Song: Because You Love Me
Sing By: Celine Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I a Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the
sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by
you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't
speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into
my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of
you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't
speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't
speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

坚持。。到底。。。


我在心里反复的问自己,是不是坚持了一件事情就一定能会成功?答案是:“未必”。我觉得自己真的很无能,为何别人那么出色而自己为什么不能达到那样的程度。我每一次都说十个人里,一定会一个成功的。这是因为这十个人里面的那一位付出了比他人多。我真的很怕很怕,自己不如他人。我很怕输的感觉。在学习的过程中,要求进步更进步。就如你用了一个办法到了一个车站,再去下一个车站的过程,必需把自己磨练得更强,才能与他人相争。未来的路凹凸不平,有多少的波折没人知,但有一点我很确定的是我会一个人的闯到终点。

Working Time.... 1 mnt ago....Hopeless

When start the career, anything must learn..learn... learn this learn that..haz..sean. When face the problem, the boss will ask u think the solution, solution. How i find this solution for you my dear boss. i already reach my limit, no more idea for you. all knowledge of my mind me already go through from them. lastly, me also cant find the solution for you. Please don't abuse me. Me just only human no the superman, spider man. i know u r my boss, i shld fulfil yr requirement, but u knw at sumtime, me reali so stress to face with you. me just a intership student.me just the beginner , no expert or intermediate. cn u leave a little bit space for me to breath. u nw totaly press me til breathless. Me also 1na upgrade myself full of knowledge, b myself more strong thn b4. bt cn u giv me sumtime to make a change. me no like other person, talent and clever.me is a stupid and noob human. Me need take sum time to add the new knowledge. Lastly, work full of stress, tired and responsibility..i just hope this half of year, anything wil run smoothly.. reali thx god to bless me.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Work = war

Finish the study period. Start another journey (work). Feel excited, stress and tired? Work no easy that I expect it. When starting the work period, it will start and till forever. No more rest station for you, no more fun, no more joke. Work like the war, full challenge, adventure and responsibility. As the worker, you need provide the job with efficiency to your boss. No more people will guide you. All must start zero by yourself. How many responsible you can contribute to the company, how many strengthen inside yr mind, how strong you can settle the problem. All depend on your ability to control all the problem. From now, I start afraid about the work. I scare I cannot achieve the target of my boss. Now, I just thinking how I improve and upgrade myself be more strong and knowledge. How can I improve myself same level with other person. When I just can be like them, so expert in handle the hard job. All this must start with the learning. In study period, has the idiom represent study hard, study smart than when in work , the study idiom change be work hard work smart .Anything must start with learn and after that is more practice. So, learn and practice must process together. Than anything will run smoothly and perfect. I saw 1 video from the facebook, the video content is talking about the even little bit mistake; it will be the sweet memory in your life. From the video, I like 1 sentence that "A little bit imperfection, that make them perfect for you. That means, don't always care the little mistake or wrong in your life, may be this mistake will bring along the memory for you. Treasure anything that beside you and accept the small lack from them. Make your life be wonderful and be happy life.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Study end with full stop. Start makes the new sentences with the words work and career.

Finally finish the study 3 years in U. what I am getting from these 3 years. I think nothing from there. I just remember when me 1st time enter the college, open the room door, told to myself that me really can stay 3 years at here? I really can’t imagine the 3 years life at here. At last, me success take the challenge in this 3 years. Now is the time to close up the door and say good bye. All sweet memory, sadness, the sound of laugh all inside the room will always kept in heart. I can’t forget the thing is our friendship can’t maintain till the end of semester. Say truly, me felt disappointed about her.Till now me still remember that day how she treat us with the bad attitude, talking and the expression of eye. That time really hurt so deep. May be both of us appear problem before this, just we no settle it. When the problem becomes more and more. That no has solution to settle it. So, will appear broke friendship. Even now we will be friend again, but also can’t like before. This is because each of our heart already has the crack inside it. When start enters the career, I will feel stress. This is because it no same like at U. No has people will help you, no people will guide you. Everything problem settle by yourself. Society is full of challenge, adventure and realistic, everybody is selfish, no has good person. So, when enter inside the society, 1st things must learn is wear the mask to treat people, don’t treat people with true heart, this is because if you use true heart you will hurt by them. 2nd thing is don’t easy belief other person, this is because they will betray you. 3rd thing is making yourself be strong and strong, and then will not have people bully you. When has problem, don’t escape, face it, accept it and settle it. Take more challenge same like practice, it will make yours ability level up. My targets wanna earn a lot a lot money, full of knowledge. So start from now, me must always update and improve myself. Be myself full of confident and knowledge. Gal no need love also can happy, this is because of money. Money will no betray you, it will always love, it will stay beside with you forever, it will help you settle problem, and the most important is it will make you happy. That why I like it so much. From my opinion, money is champion. Money is my best friend. Hope Money and me friendship forever. Haha ^^

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

祝我生日快乐~~

歌曲:祝我生日快乐
演唱:温岚
我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实 难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
那上千个切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
那上千个切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐